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whole body tired, archery passion lost..
past few days.. since friday was hell...

theres archery training almost evry day.. Monday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday n Sunday.. This is crazy.. Espcially on Sat n Sun, training at bedok is hell.. the sun is unbearable.. travelling there takes hours.. I cant fucking concentrate when its so hot...

my whole body is acheing badly.. i feel like giving up... FUCK IT MAN! THE POLYS FUCKERS! I HATE THE SIGHT OF THEM! from wat i see, i think they r fucking cocky bastards.. thinking they r so damn good.. FUCK THEM! FUCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!!!!!! IM UNDER ALOT OF FUCKING STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!

It was once my passion, but no more.. im scared... scared of losing.. scared of being look down on.. I climbed too high, now im falling down hard.. too hard...

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Last archery lesson
today is the last archery lesson for some of us.. shawn, rebecca n some of them retire liao.. I almost got retired too.. for the pass few months, my skills have deteriorated. Coach is only choosing some of us to stay for the competition in June 18th n 19th.

when i reached, he said he already confirmed orange, faizal n hadi is going to the competition, as for me.. he would have to see my performace today, if i performed i get to hold on to my bow.. or else, kiss goodbye to it.

Well~ it wasnt very smooth the 1st few rounds, but then soon i was getting back my feel n started to shoot better. I just want to prove i can shoot better than any1 of them, those who gets to enter the competition. I WAS THE BEST~! AND I WANT THEM TO KNOW I AM STILL THE BEST! Yea.. in the end coach ask if i want to enter the competition.. i hesitated for a while coz if i were to join the competiton, will have to spent my weekends training at bedok range, in the end i make the desiciion that i would join the compy n pherhaps end my archery days winning back a position.

Early today morning the cabinet guy finally came to do the cabinet.. took weeks man.. but now its finally done.. Its nice, n i like it.

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Went to play bball in the evening.. Im so happy man~ now i can jump n touch the ring evrytime.. n there is this 1 try i almost hang onto it.. gonna sleep early today.. have to attend archery 2ml.. starts at 9......... @!#$%^&* baka~!

Pull da RING~!
HA~ HA~ HA~

HA~ HA~ HA~

Im so happy.. juz now managed to pull da ring~! Basketball ring.. Yeah man~! last time cant even touch.. a few days b4 can barely touch only.. BUT TODAY~ i managed to pull it man.. not with whole hand though.. use 3 fingers pull~ lol~
But can keep doing n doing.. keep jumping still can touch. So very happy hehe~

Very boring day.. got nothing to do in the afternoon, so sleep... then went down play bball at 8pm.. alone.... (im so lonely =_()

Man.. better hope tomorrow got some programs.. hate staying at home now.. =(

watch starwars epi 3
Went to orchard with my bro, kai, shawn, wei liong to watch STARwARS Episode III at lido..
The show is quite nice la.. heh..

Then afterthat shop arnd in HMV till late then went home liaoz...

At least today not sit infront comp whole day play games XD

Monday 23/5/04
hmmmph lets see.. another lifeless day..
went to play bball in the evening.. at least im exercising now..
I weigh myself ytd, im 66kg.. yeahh so I bcame fatter hahahaz

Decided to go watch movie tomorrow.. I dunnoe y juz now leng suddenly say he dun 1 to go.. but IM going for it..

Ohyah~ juz now play Lineage2, created a mystic user.. the guy head look like mushroom 1.. haha quite "disgusting" BUT also cute~ lol~

Sunday 27/6/05
today is a borinnnng day~ Woke up in da morning n started playing games.. till like 6pm like tht then went down for basketball. Man~ my stamina plunge like mad.. play 1 round going to die liao... super out of breathe n starting to spinn... after the 2nd round i almost burn myself.. my body was super hot.. evrything was hot... quickly take off shirt n shoe to rest at one corner..

watch them play for awhile while i rest. Then after resting went for another 2 games. My another fren bump into me, then he was like "oei.. y ur body so hot 1.." lol~

now go down, after playing bball very standard 1.. went to the exercise corner to do pullups n crunches. have to train abit.. no more strength liao.. cant even do pullups.. can only 6 - 8 nia~

haiz.. evryday also like tat very no life leh... some1 pls ask me out for any activies.. watch movie, fish, cycling.. watever man..

had a weird nightmare
had a weird nightmare juz now..

I was dreaming we were going somewhere, to a fren's bday. (yah, n the we i could only recall jasmine n leng). Jasmine was driving a bus, it was a car when we board, but then dunnoe y bcame a bus...(it was the next scene) then she was like driving driving n the trafic light turns red. It was a T road. So she juz drive on... wtf.. so she overdrove. leng was like wtf n then he took over.
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When leng take over, it was good man.. driving smoothly, then there were serveral turns on the road.. it was going smooth until when there is this turn where the sea is at the bend of the turn, THT IS WHEN LENG DRIVE INTO IT! WTF! U LOUSY DRIVER!!! I WAS IN THE WATER!! then trying to open the door! Then wake up liao!

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somemore bcoz I was in my aircon rm, then the moment we fell into the sea, the neak n evrything feels cold.. its scary la.. hard to xplain also.. but scary..

Thursday 19/5/04
Yesterday went to celebrate zuer Bday. Ate dinner at Ajisan, Pekhar, Jessie, Jiewei n Justine were there. Had quite a fun time there chatting. Then Pekhar juz came back from Germany, she got alot of photos let us see. Then afterwards Justine sent us home.. wtf man~ he got license liao.. mutha fucker keep driving fast.. scare the sheit outta me.. i scared speed.. weak heart 1..
Then reach home play game until 4am sia.. tired like fuck.. then sleep liao..

Today woke up 1145, quickly bath n went to WM to meet ZhiYuan to change M1 ownership to me.. but its fuking expensive.. each of us muz pay 20 bucks.. then dun 1 loh.. so ex..
Went to eat at Mayim n shop arnd in WM.. waste alot money sia today..abt 200bucks, bought wireless phone, cd-r, n death note XD

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Dont touch me.. i can kill u with this book =P

17/5/05 Tuesday
Woke up early to go to chinatown with leng n tom to look for tour packages to korea... haiz.. i still haven decide whether to go ornot.. coz its eXpensive yah~ Raining the whoole day man today.

After that went to cousin's house. He got a pet rabbit tht is kinda deformed.. as in the legs la.. he say he found it in the lift yah.. normally, if ppl see it, they will shun it and wont even bother but he adopt n i think he got bring to vet, so kind hearted man.. then he got new computer.. damn good la.. the LCD screen power also, i like, but then budget la... dun wanna keep buying things.. if really go korea will spent arnd 1.5k. Arghhhhhhhhh!~

Afterwards went to cut hair.. n then dye black all my white hairs.. suks man~ playing too mych game, thts y all my white hair sprouting out from my head >.<

Very tired.... kinda sick with almost all the games... stupid Frozen Throne, cant even win a single fucking round against computer.. in the end use cheat trash the computer, damn shiok.. but after awhile.. bored again..

Watch Kingdom of heaven
Yeah~Finished my 1st paper le.. okok, think can pass bah~ hehe.

After Exams went to watch Kingdom of Heaven with Leng, Tom n Shawn. The show is nice, but the ang moh too chim for me, abit hard to understand >.<
Basically its about people wanting to claim the holy land, Jerusalam..(i think spelled wrongly)The fighting is cool man~ very man~ overall is good la.. to me.

Juz went home, shawn say 3rd day after taking Basic Theory can know result online liao, so check loh... haiz........ still say what easy... confirm pass..., when i logged in, check, WHOA~ I really pass~! LOL~! Im Good man~ I chiong thru the paper 1 leh.. Its the blood in me man~ I got the talent =P

argh.. dunnoe y my left eye vision keeps bluring since the movie.. the contact lens sot sot... off to remove contacts, tata~


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Yesterday play bball
Yesterday finally went to play bball loh.. Yeah man~ shiok.. hehe~ Lost alot of stamina ahh~ 1 game only about to die liao~! No breathe.. After about 2 games like that went to do some pull ups, crunches etc with Lester.. hes crazy abt body building now.. ever since he went NS.. He said i will soon be like him~ lol.

Now my body ache-ing.. so long never exercise.. Tomorrow is IMK exams.. Can get juz pass = good liao.. coz i had that subject ungraded, so, all i need is a juz pass =)

Taking a break from Playing Lineage2, now lvl61 liaozz~ hehe =)

lvl 60
CooL~ im now level 60~ Li hai Ba~! mwahaha~! haiz.. have I lost my feel for bball? I dunnoe why... maybe the last few games had demoralised me alot.. bball court floor had been "re-cemented" Actually wanna go down play today 1.. but then overslept...

Juz now watch Naruto Movie, Nice man~

growing weak
Im growing fat.. thats what i think... Its been weeks.., no i think months since i last excercise. Haven touch bball for a long time. Die la.. go army how..? no stamina..

Damn.. rot at home whole day playin games. I will cut down the gametime soon, have to study for exams liao.. @_@

so long since last blogged
so long... soo loOoong..

Too engrossed into the game Lineage2. There r diff class to choose from. Human. Light Elves. Dark Elves. Orcs. Dwarf. 5 total. And alot alot of class to choose. This game is addictive because not only bcoz there is so much different class to choose from and it and its graphic is fantastic! The gameplay is also good man..

So long sinced i was so engrossed into games.. since the last 1..(gTh)

Im level55 now, my chracter in the game. Im gone.. crazy.. still thinking abt game.. even when blogging..